Looking back on my life, I’m amazed and filled with wonder at the things that I’ve experienced. Seeing how God uses the gifts I’ve been given, and to be fully aware of God's grace and direction in my life, brings me comfort and peace beyond measure.  I’ve asked myself more than once what it’s all about.  As a professional singer for more than 20 years, I’ve had many opportunities and amazing experiences.  I’ve entertained on stages throughout the world, and have heard the encouraging applause of thousands. Again I ask what it’s all about.

Growing up in a strong Catholic family, I grew in my love for God not only by grace, but also through the faith of my parents and the mysteries of sacred mass.  I always felt at home when I was at church.  The quiet rituals of the mass, and beauty of the church itself brought feelings of peace to me that I continue to have to this day.  I am thankful that Jesus continues to be my ever-present companion, brother and friend, and pray for continued guidance in renewing my life and striving to live completely for the glory of God.

Even with an awareness and understanding of God's love, life can sometimes take you on a journey you never dreamed you’d be on.  I knew that I was gay around the time I turned 12. As many gay people do, I wondered why God would put such an awful burden on me and prayed that I might change.  I now understand that with every struggle comes strength. What I had thought was some form of evil in my life, was really a treasure filled with amazing gifts. As Christians, we are called to love one another (John 13:34). It is these words that have spoken so clearly to me in the search to understand my God given sexuality and the meaning of life itself.  What an amazing and wonderful thing - to love.

Another of God's marvelous gifts to me is music.  As time marches on, it is clearer than ever before what it is I must do with my voice.  Praise God! I know that there are many people in this world who feel abandoned, sinful and scared. People who need to hear that God loves them and created them to be exactly who they are. My prayer through this ministry is that I might be a vessel for God, and share my gift of music with as many people as possible.  And through my gift, enliven hearts to have a more fervent love for Jesus. 

Isaiah 49:16  “Upon the palms of my hands I have written your name.”